To my Life.....❤



To my life...
I don't know in which direction you are going, but still, I trust you.

I work the whole day hard to make you happy, to make you beautiful. I am doing lots of effort even more than my potential. I am so consumed to make you happy that I don't remember the last time happy "me". What I am eating and what is my favourite dish. When I am going to bed and how I fall asleep.
I don't remember.

I don't remember how I am. I think I have lost myself just to make you happy. Maybe sometimes I show off my fake smile but always that dark circles under my eyes prove me wrong. My smile, my charming attitude, my carefree look, all I have sacrificed, but only for a temporary period.

I know my desires are much more. My dreams and passion is everything for me. I wanna make my name in the world, but at the same time, I wanna make others happy.  I trust you, I trust God and last but not least, I trust myself. 

Certainly, one day, all my efforts will be combined.
And of course, you will be satisfied after seeing them.

I trust you, you will put up with my efforts and in return, you will give me myself. My smile, my charming attitude, my carefree look to a  permanent extension.
One day my hard work will be paid off. Hustling will never be a waste.

To my life, 
I am trusting you and I know you will not break my heart. Because you are me.

Again and again, I am saying I trust you, because yes, you are me.
This is a letter to the "me", please don't break your trust, your trust. You are so valuable.
Keep going, trust the process, God is always with you no matter what.